May 23, 2010

Are we terrorists by nature?

The growing panic around us, not only in Pakistan, but also in the whole World leads to kind of agitation and irritation. People, general mass, have no idea what to do? or what to chose? Violence is just one figure that is very common in todays society. As everyday passes, this violence and grief is tremendously increasing. just observe it around yourself, you will be surely going to believe it. People are at the peak of rage. They are becoming intolerant day by day. Their zero tolerance behaviour towards everything is a big Pandora box that is generating panic in society. whatever may be the situation they are not going to show tenderness. They are expressing their grievance along with the rage. Every person from every profession is simply doing this. whether it be the students, labours, workmen or anyone else, they are not showing tolerance even to very trivial things.
Now its the yesterday's event there was a strike in my university for resolution of some basic issues of students. Students from every department got assembled at the central ground and then after the speeches of some leaders they started march towards the blue area, the fabricated departments area. till then it was all right they were practicing their inborn right but suddenly at that moment something happened and students started banging the walls and windows of the departments and they entered the  classrooms and compelled other students to join them in their protest. amid this mess, some students behaved very rudely to the teachers and even to some female teachers. I was standing at the very last corner of the corridor and observing very deeply the whole scenario. And the very first thought that pinch my mind, and that put me at pains, was "are we terrorist by nature"? Al that the students were doing there was nothing but exposing their natures and most of them were even ready to do anything at any cost in order to get those other students involved with them.
Do you have any justification for denying my raised question? Can anybody give arguments in opposition of this very basic question? I would just love to have your arguments and your words. May be You have the better idea of what the nation is doing and where we are leading.

May 16, 2010

Am I struggling for better tomorrow?

I thought and thought in details, but fruitless. I thougt again, for consecutive 2 hours, and then a question raise in my mind. I didn't bother at all because that question seems to be a piece of cake for me. I didn't take it seriously at first, but when I tried dealing it I was shocked and bewildered to see that to answer my own simple question is a herculean task. The most simple question is AM I STRUGGLING FOR BETTER TOMORROW? Yes I know now you are thinking that what the Hell i'm going to say but just pose this question to yourself. I hope it wouldn't be easy for you too.
Well! just like you I carve my mind and explore it for answer but then suddenly a stroke of genius hit my mind. I said to myself, "Well! I am a better human. Whatever I am doing or planning that is for my tomorrow (future)" But the question here is what is the better tomorrow? What I expect out of life for me? DO I really expect anything else or not?

What I need is PEACE. Yeah sure nothing but peace, peace of mind. I want to make this world a better place for you, for me and for our next generation. Where is this peace. For me it became an expensive commodity. I am in search of peace. Will anybody tell me the way that leads to my destination.
Whatever I am doing seems to be a search. Again confusion! search for what? Ok, let it be the search of truth. Nay! it can't be the search for truth because truth is itself on secondary place. Primarily I have to search for myself. Search for myself? What the hell is this? I have to make aquantence to myself. I am forgotten by me and what I have to do is to explore myself. I am on my job, exploring my inner world. What you have to do is to stand by me for the search of truth. Lets decide ourselves what the truth is. Whether it is today or tomorrow. The question of struggling for better tomorrow can only be answered after resolving these vital issues.